I read a lot of books in my spare time. Although most of my readings are on personal finances and investing topics, occasionally I read novels and other non-fictional books. I recently read a booked called “Dying To Be Me” by Anita Moorjani based on Mrs. T’s recommendation (she also reads a lot too!). The book is about Anita’s battle with cancer for years, her near death experience, and how her body completely healed itself after a near death experience. The book was fascinating to read and Anita gave a lot of insights in the book. One of the insights that Anita mentioned was how hard it was for her to integrate back into life after her near death experience. Her experience in the other realm meant that this physical world that she used to know, didn’t seem real to her anymore. She wrote this in her book:
“…I was no longer afraid of anything. I didn’t fear illness, aging, death, loss of money, or anything. When death holds no horror, there isn’t much else left to be afraid of because it’s always considered the worst-case scenario. … I found myself grappling with how seriously everyone was taking everything – for example, how stressed out everyone was about money and finances, even though they had a lot of other beautiful things to enjoy and be thankful for. I also couldn’t understand how much people neglected everything else – including love, relationships, talent, creativity, individuality, and so on – for the sake of money.”
This quote totally resonated with me. Many of us are guilty of being too serious and worrying about the small details from time to time; we fail to see the big pictures, like the beautiful things in our lives. Money and finances are important parts of our lives but they shouldn’t govern how we live our lives and how we treat others around us. We need to be more appreciative of our close relationships and what we can do to help out in our communities.
Although I aim for early retirement and financially independence, when I look deeper, what I am really trying to achieve is to be financially free so I can help others. This is the exact reason why successful and financially free people like Bill Gates and Warren Buffet founded “The Giving Pledge” campaign. One of my biggest dreams is to be able to write a one million dollar cheque to a charity of my choice one day, most likely the BC Children’s Hospital. Having went through some medical scares the first few weeks of my son’s life, I felt really fortunate to have access to such helpful services so close to home.
To achieve this ultimate dream, I understand that I need to enjoy the journey along the way. I need to enjoy the finer things in my life, like love, relationships, talent, creativity and individuality. I cannot focus on only finances & money and completely ignore Mrs. T, Baby T, and the rest of my family and friends. My life will only suffer as a consequence. I have come to the realization that my life is great and beautiful and I wouldn’t treat it for anyone else’s life. If I cannot achieve this big dream, I need to accept the fact and understand that I’ve already helped out others along the way by making monthly donations to charities and volunteering in the community.
If you haven’t read Anita’s book yet, I’d highly recommend you reading it. It’s not related to personal finances or investing at all but it will widen your perspective on what we call life.
For now, I’ll leave you with one of my favourite songs – What a Wonderful World by Louis Armstrong.
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Best wishes on your truly honorable quest to help others. And you managed to make me want to read Dying to be Me.
Yeah I can see this happening after a near death experience. Yes many people stress out over money, but at the end of the day, stressful situations were placed their by us. We are to blame for all those financial issues. I like that the book mentions all the great positive things we can focus on in life and avoid the negatives.
Thanks for the suggestion. I immediately requested it from the library. Another powerful book in this vein is Things I’ve Learned from Dying by David R. Dow.
Beautiful. Sometimes it takes something as big as death to bring things into focus.
I do worry that sometimes I spend so much effort to not be affected by consumerism that I drift too far the other way- being a miser. I try to combat that by generosity. I try to not spend on myself so that I CAN spend on others.
Example: I used to be a ‘fresh flowers on the table every day’ person. I got them at a good deal and figured out how to make them last as long as possible, but I still spent quite a pretty penny to almost always have flowers around. I cut that expense in the name of frugality. Now, I will often buy flowers for friends. I LOVE how special it makes it now. And I never feel guilty about spending the money on friends because it is money that I’ve saved by not spending money on myself. AND SPECIAL REWARD: my sister bought me flowers for my birthday recently and I enjoy them SO much more than I would have before. Triple score! : )
Great insight. 🙂 Sounds like an interesting book. Money is simply a tool we can use to gain more time and freedom, which are the ultimate sources of wealth. In the end we can’t take our money with us. More people should realize this, even if they’ve never personally encountered a near death experience before.
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Inspiring and motivational post for those of us who forget about the big picture and the relativity of our situation sometimes.
It’s interesting to see that so many personal finance bloggers watch carefully over their finances exactly to enjoy their friends, family and creative outlets more. They use money as a way to enhance their lives rather than stress over it.
Thanks. Money isn’t everything and we all need to be reminded about that from time to time.
This is powerful. I think if most of us (though certainly not all) have an underlying reason why we want to make/have more money. My reason really is more toward the freedom to do what I want to do and live the life I want to live, and to inspire others to do the same, free of the chains of consumerism.
Very cool to know that your reason. I think most of us have similar reasons. 🙂